Bipolar-ness [09.04.09, 11:26 PM]

Hello world. Today's weather was pretty good. It's funny though, how it's very sunny out, but sometimes it rains at the same time. I'd like to say that Seattle weather is very bipolar.

You know what else is bipolar? My mommy. She is seriously being very weird recently. Yesterday, she woke me up from a nap, yelling at me to get up and study. I just stared at her for about 5 minutes (seemed way longer) until she finally left. I went back to sleep. I didn't hear much of what she said, besides her telling me to study.

The next day (today), I was at school. Nothing really anything out of the ordinary happened. Just a dull day of school. We had a whole BCD hangout after school planned, and I was going to tell my mom about it after 5th period. I called her, and I told her that I was going to hang out after school, and then go to church. She started yelling how I wasn't allowed to go to church anymore, and then said I couldn't hang out after school. I was pissed, and started yelling on the phone, and hung up because a teacher was staring at me yelling in another language. My mom called me 3 more times, because I hung up abruptly without saying bye, which she utterly hates, and I told her it was because I was in math. After school, she drove me home and asked me in a acrimonious tone what time I was going to church. She said go study and we'd see. I pretended to study for 2 hours, on the laptop watching korean movies with my math textbook beside me, in case she checked up on me.

After my dad came home, my mom told me that I had to show him what I'd studied if I wanted to leave. I just told him it was time for church and we left.

CHURCH was wonderful. I was a bit sleepy during small groups, but it was okay. Worship was great. It was passionate, with less excitement and jumping around. It was a great time of prayer and glorifying God. What more can I expect from worship with GPC family? It's always full of fun and love. That's what being Christian is, love God and love people.

After worship, ping pong swept over the room. I sweated like crazy, which was nice. I still need to take a shower. Later, I got dropped off at home, and my mom surprisingly was very sweet and made me sushi, er kimbap, and sliced peaches for me. I love my mom, it's just that we have those moments. I prayed for patience today, and also for my parents to have patience with me.  It's actually something that we all need these days.

I'm being patient right now. Just waiting for change around me, around us, and in me.
I'm feeling pretty chill right now. I'm excited for this weekend, which will hopefully be a blast. :)
This is all for this post. Gooooodbyee and thanks for reading.