Today is Halloween. I didn't do anything today. Time to do something though! I'm leaving in a bit so I'll leave this post short.
Basically I'm just chill with life right now. I'm not complaining - hold that thought I have to leave. DUECE haha
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
ME [10.29.09]
I got 1790. Frick I fail at life.
Time to take off this mask, show some transparency.
Time to be me
Time to take off this mask, show some transparency.
Time to be me
Dead [10.29.09]
So I get my scores at 8 in the morning. It'll definitely be the first thing I do in school.
I am not doing so well in school. I'm actually not doing so well in anything haha.
I'm failing pretty bad. Don't know why, and for some reason I won't do anything about it besides tell myself and everyone.
Hm.. what am I doing with life right now? Haha I have no idea. I'm just following a boring schedule. You know what? I'm going to start doing homework right when I get home. That seems to be a huge problem for me. Doing homework this late at night. I should be doing it right now, except I can't because I left my textbook at school.
I want someone to talk to, but I don't. Frick. Well, it's time to go shower and sleep.
Goodnight, World.
I am not doing so well in school. I'm actually not doing so well in anything haha.
I'm failing pretty bad. Don't know why, and for some reason I won't do anything about it besides tell myself and everyone.
Hm.. what am I doing with life right now? Haha I have no idea. I'm just following a boring schedule. You know what? I'm going to start doing homework right when I get home. That seems to be a huge problem for me. Doing homework this late at night. I should be doing it right now, except I can't because I left my textbook at school.
I want someone to talk to, but I don't. Frick. Well, it's time to go shower and sleep.
Goodnight, World.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Fighting Against Myself [10.27.09]
I get my SAT scores in 2 days.. I'm scared. I don't think I did too well in the reading/writing section.. :/
Oh well.
Blah. I wish I could go back in time 3-5 months. I'd make a million changes. FRICK I hate living in regret. There have been so many stupid decisions that I made, and from the looks of it I'm not really learning from them, which I should.
I'm just fighting against myself. I don't know what to do. I'm telling myself one thing, and DOING something else. Something that I shouldn't be doing. Because in the end, it's just gonna screw me over. But you know what? I'm just gonna let things happen and TRY not to care.. even though I keep caring.
I'm really drifting away from school work, and I'm starting to not care at all. Ugh.. what's wrong with me? I can't seem to focus or concentrate on anything. I've been hanging out too much. I couldn't even stay awake in my classes today...
Well. I have 2 projects due tomorrow. I haven't done them. I need to study now.
UGH
Byez.
Oh well.
Blah. I wish I could go back in time 3-5 months. I'd make a million changes. FRICK I hate living in regret. There have been so many stupid decisions that I made, and from the looks of it I'm not really learning from them, which I should.
I'm just fighting against myself. I don't know what to do. I'm telling myself one thing, and DOING something else. Something that I shouldn't be doing. Because in the end, it's just gonna screw me over. But you know what? I'm just gonna let things happen and TRY not to care.. even though I keep caring.
I'm really drifting away from school work, and I'm starting to not care at all. Ugh.. what's wrong with me? I can't seem to focus or concentrate on anything. I've been hanging out too much. I couldn't even stay awake in my classes today...
Well. I have 2 projects due tomorrow. I haven't done them. I need to study now.
UGH
Byez.
Monday, October 26, 2009
YEAH MOTHA [10.26.09]
ALL GOOD THINGS (or bad) COME TO AN END.
You could say that I'm glad. Or sad. Depends on the situation. But you know what? There's no point in looking back on your life. It's always the good life in front of you. You know what's a good song? Good Life by Kanye. Even though he was stupid he has some good songs. I'm gonna listen to it right now. Right now I'm listening to Best I Ever Had. This is the wrong song right now, needless to say haha. Oh frick, I'm watching the music video and it's filthy. Hahah what the heck.
Anyways, today.. full of poop. I'm done haha. But it's easier said than done.. :/
I really need to beat something/someone up. Frick haha..
Well. This is the bad life. It better get better.
Best songs right now:
Fallin' For You - Colbie Cailat
Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls, Taylor Swift
Break Up - Mario
Empire State of Mind - Jay-Z, Alicia Keys
yeah
You could say that I'm glad. Or sad. Depends on the situation. But you know what? There's no point in looking back on your life. It's always the good life in front of you. You know what's a good song? Good Life by Kanye. Even though he was stupid he has some good songs. I'm gonna listen to it right now. Right now I'm listening to Best I Ever Had. This is the wrong song right now, needless to say haha. Oh frick, I'm watching the music video and it's filthy. Hahah what the heck.
Anyways, today.. full of poop. I'm done haha. But it's easier said than done.. :/
I really need to beat something/someone up. Frick haha..
Well. This is the bad life. It better get better.
Best songs right now:
Fallin' For You - Colbie Cailat
Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls, Taylor Swift
Break Up - Mario
Empire State of Mind - Jay-Z, Alicia Keys
yeah
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Aftermath [10.25.09]
Finally a blog.
So today's the day after homecoming. We spent summer till 2 days ago planning what we'd do. We were excited and just went crazy. It went by too fast. I had fun, but it was limited.
Things are always not what they seem to be. But I guess you could say that I knew it, that I knew that the good things had some bad in it too, just hidden.
Here's what I've been trying to do for a while:
What I like about a girl and what I don't. It's in order
Wants:
accepting
crazy as I am
mature
smart
she has to be patient
outgoing
nice
cute
generous
she can dance or sing
korean
hahaha jk
Don't want:
immature
stupid
talks about other guys
selfish
loud
annoying
make up
two faced
fake
stupid
immature
immature
yeah.
That's just something I wanted to write down haha.
Well, now I'm just chillin`. Now that homecoming's over, there's nothing to do.
There are tons of things happening though, and I'm excited. Halloween, Thanksgiving, Black Friday, Christmas, New Years, Prayer retreat, NICE. I'm excited (:
Blah. I'm done bye
So today's the day after homecoming. We spent summer till 2 days ago planning what we'd do. We were excited and just went crazy. It went by too fast. I had fun, but it was limited.
Things are always not what they seem to be. But I guess you could say that I knew it, that I knew that the good things had some bad in it too, just hidden.
Here's what I've been trying to do for a while:
What I like about a girl and what I don't. It's in order
Wants:
accepting
crazy as I am
mature
smart
she has to be patient
outgoing
nice
cute
generous
she can dance or sing
korean
hahaha jk
Don't want:
immature
stupid
talks about other guys
selfish
loud
annoying
make up
two faced
fake
stupid
immature
immature
yeah.
That's just something I wanted to write down haha.
Well, now I'm just chillin`. Now that homecoming's over, there's nothing to do.
There are tons of things happening though, and I'm excited. Halloween, Thanksgiving, Black Friday, Christmas, New Years, Prayer retreat, NICE. I'm excited (:
Blah. I'm done bye
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