Expect The Unexpected.

I haven't done this in a while, and I mean to. I hate being around such clamor, so much noise, that it creates such a cacophonous atmosphere where I am unable to think clearly. At such instances, I enjoy just sitting, in my solo silence, observing those around me. Undeterred, they continue their conversations, their laughter, their music, their yells, and other sorts of activities that bring noise. While watching the others so immersed in their fun, you see new details that you've never seen before, many of which are either surprising or interesting.

Observing the instance of change, transformation, are some of the greatest sights. Being able to see God do work and bless others is an amazing experience. Seeing someone whom you would have never expect to change, change, is an event that strikes something within in you. The things that you never expect are the things that expect the most. That might not make sense to you, but it does to me. Actually, it SHOULD make sense. If you don't understand it then SUCKS.

Anyways, be ready for a good new years post. :)
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE.

What Boredom Brings

I LOVE YOU
SA RANG HAE
WO AI NI
AISHITERU

Dang. The Japanese one ruined it, but these three words mean so much in many languages. I'm just listening to some music, and the artist is a pretty popular korean: MC Mong. So this song called Hide and Seek had a pretty good rap part and it goes like this:

I need you, so come back to me baby girl c’mon c’mon answer me
I wanna tell you that I’m sorry and I really want you to call me
I’m so sick of the rain/sick of this pain
So sick that it’s driving me insane
All night and day every time I pray and we ever meet again
All I can say is…

사랑해

I know it's hecka corny and stuff to post this on a blog, and it sounded much better being rapped, but yeah I liked it haha. I just ate my breakfast. It's 3:02. I dropped my snickers off the side of my bed dang it. Anyways, I just really like MC Mong's 4th and 5th album. It's all about love and cheesy things like that haha. Give it a listen. So... yeah I don't have anything interesting to say, but I'm just really bored. Seriously, I haven't done anything all day besides eat and go online. My youtube isn't even working so that makes matters worse. Pissed off. Not really. Gahh I think I ate too much chocolate and stuff.

You know, I could talk about a lot of stuff about things like Christmas, or how the winter retreat went, or winter break. But, I don't think that those things are very interesting.
One thing that I will say, however, is that Ocean Shores has some of the most scenic landscapes. The ocean was so amazing.. and the sunset. And then at nighttime, we could see the stars clearly. It was an amazing night of playing Harry Potter and ninja. I felt like a kid again, and let me tell you, it was fun.

Age is nothing but a number.

From Hence On Forth

So, I categorize my blogs in 2 groups: The first group being thoughtful discoveries or questions, and the other group being updates on my life. But, I don't think that people read my blogs to see how I'm doing in life, or what I do every second, but what I derive from my actions, and how I deal with the consequences.
From hence on forth, this is the manner of how I will write. As I go through my days, and experience something that I believe is worth sharing, it will go up on this blog.
I write not for my own self, but to show everyone else what there is in the world, not from their perspective, but from the perspective of me: a high school korean boy, whom I believe is different. How many teenage boys do you see writing blogs of their daily lives? There aren't many, and I believe that blog-writing is something that really lets you express your most intimate thoughts.
If the smartest person in the world wrote a blog, I'd definitely read it. I'd want to know how he became successful, how he thinks, and maybe acquire some of his intelligence, simply from reading his blog. Reading other peoples' blogs are like seeing the world through another pair of eyes. It's fun, interesting, and you gain new insights that you might've not had before.
I lay here in my room, facing my mirror. Listening to music, texting, doing things that everyone else does. But am I the same as everyone else? I hope not. No offense of course.

The Little Things in Life

You know, the things that seem to attract the most attention from the eyes are the bad things. We notice every discrepancy, problem, or hindrance. These distractions remove and draw from the true meaning of the large, beautiful image. Zoom out of perspective, and you don't see these implications.
But everyone wants to see the details. They strive for perfection, flawlessness. Things that are intangible, unobtainable, impossible.
They forget that the rest, however, is wonderful. Everything has its flaws, so leave them aside and you have something beautiful.
Be happy with what you have. The little things are the least important.
In the big picture, it's perfect.

If this post makes no sense, my bad. I'm tired.

My Shoes

MY shoes don't fit your feet. So don't even try stepping in them, please.
You can't look through my window without looking through a mirror first.

Creativity

Boy, I wish I had some.
I'm really tired these days, and really weak. I can't do many pushups anymore.
Ah jeez... Today was the Shorewood video. I don't think I was in it. What a waste of getting rained on and freezing my butt off.
:/

Freeee falling.

Jealousy

I'M JEALOUS OF TRAVIS GRAHAM'S VOICE.
THAT IS ALL

Just kidding. I'm jealous of people who are super happy and content with their lives.
Actually, I don't want to be content. Then there would be nothing to live for.
Which I need.

WOO

Arbitrary Thoughts

It's been a while, hasn't it, since I've written a blog? I don't really know. I wonder if anyone even follows my blogs anymore haha. Before, I wanted to share my thoughts with everyone, but now, it just feels good for me, personally, to express what's in my head.
This past week has been quite an adventure. Haha, so much excitement and fun! Good things don't last forever, however, but us as humans try to derive meaning and prolong that happiness for as long as we can. The meaning of life is simple; Live happily and obtain happiness through righteousness.

Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galaxies
Just tell me where to go, just tell me where you wanna meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be

Fathom

I have just realized, that with my current attitude, with my current mindset, my current laziness, I will not get into college. I will not become successful. All this wasted talent.

I won't become a waste. I will become something; something bid, something different.

I won't go th
I will go through with this!
I will get on track

Oh jeez.