So today is not yesterday, but I'm going to talk about it. I was meaning to write this last night, but I ended up getting sidetracked and was not able to.
I woke up at around 9, but pressing snooze on my alarm clock in 10 minute intervals until 10:10. I got up and showered and stuff, and then left for Yunhap at about 11:40. I was going to help out with special Ed kids with Sam Choi, Sam Back, Brian Na, and other people. We had praise, which was good. I was really into it. It was pretty fun. We also ate pizza during lunch, and that was good.
I was partners with this guy named Matthew. He was in love with this girl named Green, which is her name because on the day that he first saw her she was wearing green. He calls me White. He was asking me, "Why won't she date me??" and I told him it was because he was 22 and she was 18 (but I'm not sure if that was the real reason). He would not take no for an answer. He went up to her multiple times and asked when it would be okay to date, because apparently he asked before and she said it was a maybe that she'd go out with him. When he asked how long he had to wait, she said until she turned 25. He was then asking me what he should do for 7 years, and kept asking her if she would get jealous. Later, he asked if he could marry her, and she said no, so heartbroken, he just fell to the ground. I couldn't pick him up. He was pretty big, and very strong. So Sam B and I decided to lay down with him. He pretended to be dead. I grabbed his arm and then he grabs my hand, and squeezes it frickin hard, and I couldn't move my hand afterwards. Frick. I was sort of mad at Green for not being very nice to him.
There was also another girl, named Soojin. She called me Bi/Rain, a korean celebrity, cause of my hair. I don't look like him at all. She kept complimenting on my hair and earring and etc., and eventually asked for my number. Being nice, I gave it to her. She now will not stop calling me. It's sort of weird. She also likes Choi, but she didn't ask him for his number. Frickk. So I guess I'm a hypocrite, and I see why Green was mean to Matthew. I told Soojin that my girlfriend said I couldn't talk to her. Harsh? You try having someone call you 24/7.
After that, we went to Kristie's birthday party at Red Robins! IT WAS GREAT! Haha, besides the fact that I got caked... It was really good because I got to reconnect with an old friend on mine, Grace Oh. :)
Later, we went to the rec. I breakdanced, and others played basketball. It was a lot of fun. Played some ping pong and what not. Got owned by Choi. Frick I need to get better. Finally, at like 10:00, I drove him with my drunk dad.
It was a pretty nice day.
AND NOW FOR TODAY. I wrote the first part of this entry in the morning, and now it's 12 in the morning-morning.
Today I did not like very much. I had to go somewhere with my parents and grandma, and ended up missing dance tryouts and church. I also missed Sam's welcome back party. I pretty much wasted the day, and it was uncomfortable and gross and FRICK. Yeah.
I don't have any deep thoughts right now, but I will have some later. Peaceee.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Weird Day [08.29.09, 3:00 AM]
So last night, er, early this morning, I was feeling pretty down. I could say why, but I choose not too, just because it'd be weird to see everyone see. I was ready to just sleep and forget about it, but I actually had someone to talk to who stayed up with me a bit and helped cheer me up. Thank you, :).
Today started out rough. I sent text messages and got no replies. I ended up busing to Pochi's with the mindset of meeting with with friends I haven't hung out with in a while, but ended up getting there late. I was so late that everyone had already dipped out and I was fricking by myself, besides Grace, Beaver, and Jay. But then I called Colleen and she was with Clara across the street, and I decided to bus to Andrew's house. Which meant that I frickin bused from my house to pochi's to past my house to the Northgate transit center, and then to bus again to Andrew's house. Clara has like, two cartilage ridges in her nose, which is pretty strange. I have one. And so does Colleen. Clara says that a lot of white people have it, but I've never seen/felt one before haha.
Andrew's house was pretty fun, and I was hanging out with Clara and Colleen, which I haven't done in a very long time. It was nice, and we said hi to Teresa, Andrew's younger sister, who looks just like her mom. That was strange. She's like her twin.
After that, we just watched each other play Tetris, and Colleen and Andrew seriously fail at it. Like really fail. Like failboat, noobcake, etc. Finally, we got picked up by Jeff and dropped Colleen off, and went to church!
Church was nice. I think it was awkward for Clara though, but it's always awkward for newcomers to see people getting into worship and stuffs. Tonight was a great night of worship; I thought that I was going to lose my voice. Tyler had also shown up today, which is great. He's going to constantly show up at church.
Small groups was also fun. It was thoughtful and nice. I got in trouble a lot though. Frick, Elizabeth. But whatever.
Next, we went to eat at Applebees, which was goooood stuff. After we dropped off Allen, Josh, Andrew, and I went on a drive to downtown on Aurora. We had a nice and interesting talk about everything. Mostly boundaries though. But yeah, it was a good talk. When I got home, though, I got in trouble for coming late. I wasn't supposed to come after 1, but I ended up doing it anyways. Frick. I tried to make it up by saying I was going to do community service tomorrow, but I think my mom just got madder. Is madder a word? I can't really think of a better word to describe her. It's hard to think at 3 in the morning.
Anyways, tomorrow - er, later today - is going to be confusing. There were three events planned, and I think I'm going to a birthday party. There's a barbecue, party, and a birthday party, all scheduled on Saturday. Oh well. I just hope that I'm going to be able to wake up early enough later today to go to Yunhap and help out. I'm feeling ... sorta good right now. Not bad, not horrible. I'm done writing tonight. Peaaaaace.
Today started out rough. I sent text messages and got no replies. I ended up busing to Pochi's with the mindset of meeting with with friends I haven't hung out with in a while, but ended up getting there late. I was so late that everyone had already dipped out and I was fricking by myself, besides Grace, Beaver, and Jay. But then I called Colleen and she was with Clara across the street, and I decided to bus to Andrew's house. Which meant that I frickin bused from my house to pochi's to past my house to the Northgate transit center, and then to bus again to Andrew's house. Clara has like, two cartilage ridges in her nose, which is pretty strange. I have one. And so does Colleen. Clara says that a lot of white people have it, but I've never seen/felt one before haha.
Andrew's house was pretty fun, and I was hanging out with Clara and Colleen, which I haven't done in a very long time. It was nice, and we said hi to Teresa, Andrew's younger sister, who looks just like her mom. That was strange. She's like her twin.
After that, we just watched each other play Tetris, and Colleen and Andrew seriously fail at it. Like really fail. Like failboat, noobcake, etc. Finally, we got picked up by Jeff and dropped Colleen off, and went to church!
Church was nice. I think it was awkward for Clara though, but it's always awkward for newcomers to see people getting into worship and stuffs. Tonight was a great night of worship; I thought that I was going to lose my voice. Tyler had also shown up today, which is great. He's going to constantly show up at church.
Small groups was also fun. It was thoughtful and nice. I got in trouble a lot though. Frick, Elizabeth. But whatever.
Next, we went to eat at Applebees, which was goooood stuff. After we dropped off Allen, Josh, Andrew, and I went on a drive to downtown on Aurora. We had a nice and interesting talk about everything. Mostly boundaries though. But yeah, it was a good talk. When I got home, though, I got in trouble for coming late. I wasn't supposed to come after 1, but I ended up doing it anyways. Frick. I tried to make it up by saying I was going to do community service tomorrow, but I think my mom just got madder. Is madder a word? I can't really think of a better word to describe her. It's hard to think at 3 in the morning.
Anyways, tomorrow - er, later today - is going to be confusing. There were three events planned, and I think I'm going to a birthday party. There's a barbecue, party, and a birthday party, all scheduled on Saturday. Oh well. I just hope that I'm going to be able to wake up early enough later today to go to Yunhap and help out. I'm feeling ... sorta good right now. Not bad, not horrible. I'm done writing tonight. Peaaaaace.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Currently [08.28.09, 2:04 AM]
As the last days of summer quickly pass by, we slowly change in order to be ready for the upcoming school year. As for me, I am squeezing every last drop of summer. Each day is filled with fun and excitement, when it should be spent on something important, such as summer homework. But right now, I just want to enjoy summer while it lasts.
Each day of this final week is filled with plans, such as beach barbeques, or bonding time, or just random parties. I'm excited, but what am I supposed to do? There are too many things to do, with such little time. Time is seemingly the most valuable thing to me at the moment. I need to be able to spend it well, and plan well. I will make sure that this summer will end with a blast, and then I will have to quickly transition into school.
School is something I've been a bit nervous about. My classes are not what I had hoped to be. Many of my friends are in classes with one another, and I seem to be the one with random classes that nobody else has. I find it frustrating how my counselor switched up all of my classes just because of one, which could have easily been switched to something that I would have much, MUCH preffered. The class is chemistry, and I guess 6th period was full, but that's not what my friend said who apparently sweet talked the counselor to let him in. That was frustrating.
But seriously, real talk. Why the frick am I in classes that no one has? Chemistry 3rd period? I'm seriously like the only person who has it 3rd. Everyone else is either 6th period or 4th. Really pissing me off. But whatever, I'm just going to see who's all in my classes when school starts.
I don't think I'm at all prepared for this school year. I'm only taking one AP class, and that's literature. I feel as though I should be taking APUSH, but I think it's too late. Going to UW would be easy enough, I think, that I wouldn't have to take APUSH, but Andrew thinks otherwise. He's .. what's the frickin word... I can't think right now. PARANOID that's it. Yeah. I guess I'm just like the chill whatever sort of guy, but really I'm freaking out cause I haven't started reading my AP Lit books yet, which I will start very soon.. I'm about to have a reading fest all night someday soon.
How's life? People answer this question without thinking. They say, "It's good, how's yours?" And I'm thinking, "shut up, you liar". Cause whose life is good these days? If your life seemed good then why would I have asked? Unless I don't know you, then yeah. I think if someone read this, they would be thinking, WTF IS JASON TALKING ABOUT. But really I don't know. Life is.. difficult.
There are just many things wrong, and only little things going right. But it's those little things that make you just want to keep going. And other stuffs like that. Like, homecoming. Seriously, HC is like 3 months away, but we're already all talking about it. It seems to me like everyone's getting dates already, so why don't I too? But really, I don't know who to take. We'll just see when the time comes. Money also seems to be a small issue. It seems like we can never get enough of it. I really think that I spend too much on food, which is true. I need to start spending money wisely.
Because this is my first post, I want it to be long and nice. Today, I woke up and didn't have any food, so I went out to McDonalds and ate a Big Mac. Why the frick is a Big Mac Medium meal 8 dollars? I mean seriously. I remember when it was 2 for $3.00. That was fricking nice. But yeah after I ate I went over to a friends house to bus to Brian's house in Lynwood. I was sweating like crazy, and my shirt was sticking onto my shirt the whole half-hour-or -so bus ride. Then we got lost, and ended up going further than where we were supposed to be. So we just got picked up and got to Brian's house. We watched I love you man, and it was one of the most awkwardest movies I've ever seen.
The main character was seriously making me frustrated because he was such a frickin noob at making guy friends. I mean what the heck. Just watch it and you'll see. But it was funny, and I ended up liking it. A part of the movie that I especially liked was the part where the main guy was like, "I'll try" and Sydney said to get the word "try" out of his vocabulary and just do it. That was nice. Sydney's the guy from Forgetting Sarah Marshall, and I frickin loved that movie haha. That was my first haha, haha. Nice. If you're still reading this, then that's tight.
After we watched the movie, we ate some ice cream and talked about language and food, and other weird stuff like that. It was an interesting talk.
When I got home, I didn't do much besides talk to people online. I talked and talked and now I'm starting this blog.
This blog is called "Thinking Out Loud", which is pretty much what I'm doing. Just typing whatever comes to mind TETRIS.
You know what's stupid? I think I play so much tetris that I see myself playing tetris in my head whenever I close my eyes. Like, it got to a point where I couldn't pray, because I was playing tetris, IN MY HEAD. LIKE WHAT THE FRICK? So yeah, I need to take a break. The only person ahead of me on tetris is Jaymo, which I will definitely beat later on.
WHAT I'M EXCITED FOR IS THE TALENT SHOW. So David and I have been discussing the talent show, which we will be doing together. It's going to be a dance performance, including about 2 more dancers, so 4 total. It's about to be sick, and I'm excited for it.
That's pretty much all that's on my mind. Besides this girl. Haha yeah. So I'm gonna plug in my ethernet cable to start the internet up again. I unplugged it because whenever it's plugged in, it makes the modem blink green. The modem's in my parents room, and apparently the blinking light is so annoying that my mom can't sleep and so she said she was gonna shut up the internet. So if this gets posted the next morning, then darn. I'ma try right now. Peaaaace.
Each day of this final week is filled with plans, such as beach barbeques, or bonding time, or just random parties. I'm excited, but what am I supposed to do? There are too many things to do, with such little time. Time is seemingly the most valuable thing to me at the moment. I need to be able to spend it well, and plan well. I will make sure that this summer will end with a blast, and then I will have to quickly transition into school.
School is something I've been a bit nervous about. My classes are not what I had hoped to be. Many of my friends are in classes with one another, and I seem to be the one with random classes that nobody else has. I find it frustrating how my counselor switched up all of my classes just because of one, which could have easily been switched to something that I would have much, MUCH preffered. The class is chemistry, and I guess 6th period was full, but that's not what my friend said who apparently sweet talked the counselor to let him in. That was frustrating.
But seriously, real talk. Why the frick am I in classes that no one has? Chemistry 3rd period? I'm seriously like the only person who has it 3rd. Everyone else is either 6th period or 4th. Really pissing me off. But whatever, I'm just going to see who's all in my classes when school starts.
I don't think I'm at all prepared for this school year. I'm only taking one AP class, and that's literature. I feel as though I should be taking APUSH, but I think it's too late. Going to UW would be easy enough, I think, that I wouldn't have to take APUSH, but Andrew thinks otherwise. He's .. what's the frickin word... I can't think right now. PARANOID that's it. Yeah. I guess I'm just like the chill whatever sort of guy, but really I'm freaking out cause I haven't started reading my AP Lit books yet, which I will start very soon.. I'm about to have a reading fest all night someday soon.
How's life? People answer this question without thinking. They say, "It's good, how's yours?" And I'm thinking, "shut up, you liar". Cause whose life is good these days? If your life seemed good then why would I have asked? Unless I don't know you, then yeah. I think if someone read this, they would be thinking, WTF IS JASON TALKING ABOUT. But really I don't know. Life is.. difficult.
There are just many things wrong, and only little things going right. But it's those little things that make you just want to keep going. And other stuffs like that. Like, homecoming. Seriously, HC is like 3 months away, but we're already all talking about it. It seems to me like everyone's getting dates already, so why don't I too? But really, I don't know who to take. We'll just see when the time comes. Money also seems to be a small issue. It seems like we can never get enough of it. I really think that I spend too much on food, which is true. I need to start spending money wisely.
Because this is my first post, I want it to be long and nice. Today, I woke up and didn't have any food, so I went out to McDonalds and ate a Big Mac. Why the frick is a Big Mac Medium meal 8 dollars? I mean seriously. I remember when it was 2 for $3.00. That was fricking nice. But yeah after I ate I went over to a friends house to bus to Brian's house in Lynwood. I was sweating like crazy, and my shirt was sticking onto my shirt the whole half-hour-or -so bus ride. Then we got lost, and ended up going further than where we were supposed to be. So we just got picked up and got to Brian's house. We watched I love you man, and it was one of the most awkwardest movies I've ever seen.
The main character was seriously making me frustrated because he was such a frickin noob at making guy friends. I mean what the heck. Just watch it and you'll see. But it was funny, and I ended up liking it. A part of the movie that I especially liked was the part where the main guy was like, "I'll try" and Sydney said to get the word "try" out of his vocabulary and just do it. That was nice. Sydney's the guy from Forgetting Sarah Marshall, and I frickin loved that movie haha. That was my first haha, haha. Nice. If you're still reading this, then that's tight.
After we watched the movie, we ate some ice cream and talked about language and food, and other weird stuff like that. It was an interesting talk.
When I got home, I didn't do much besides talk to people online. I talked and talked and now I'm starting this blog.
This blog is called "Thinking Out Loud", which is pretty much what I'm doing. Just typing whatever comes to mind TETRIS.
You know what's stupid? I think I play so much tetris that I see myself playing tetris in my head whenever I close my eyes. Like, it got to a point where I couldn't pray, because I was playing tetris, IN MY HEAD. LIKE WHAT THE FRICK? So yeah, I need to take a break. The only person ahead of me on tetris is Jaymo, which I will definitely beat later on.
WHAT I'M EXCITED FOR IS THE TALENT SHOW. So David and I have been discussing the talent show, which we will be doing together. It's going to be a dance performance, including about 2 more dancers, so 4 total. It's about to be sick, and I'm excited for it.
That's pretty much all that's on my mind. Besides this girl. Haha yeah. So I'm gonna plug in my ethernet cable to start the internet up again. I unplugged it because whenever it's plugged in, it makes the modem blink green. The modem's in my parents room, and apparently the blinking light is so annoying that my mom can't sleep and so she said she was gonna shut up the internet. So if this gets posted the next morning, then darn. I'ma try right now. Peaaaace.
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