Currently [08.28.09, 2:04 AM]

As the last days of summer quickly pass by, we slowly change in order to be ready for the upcoming school year. As for me, I am squeezing every last drop of summer. Each day is filled with fun and excitement, when it should be spent on something important, such as summer homework. But right now, I just want to enjoy summer while it lasts.

Each day of this final week is filled with plans, such as beach barbeques, or bonding time, or just random parties. I'm excited, but what am I supposed to do? There are too many things to do, with such little time. Time is seemingly the most valuable thing to me at the moment. I need to be able to spend it well, and plan well. I will make sure that this summer will end with a blast, and then I will have to quickly transition into school.

School is something I've been a bit nervous about. My classes are not what I had hoped to be. Many of my friends are in classes with one another, and I seem to be the one with random classes that nobody else has. I find it frustrating how my counselor switched up all of my classes just because of one, which could have easily been switched to something that I would have much, MUCH preffered. The class is chemistry, and I guess 6th period was full, but that's not what my friend said who apparently sweet talked the counselor to let him in. That was frustrating.
But seriously, real talk. Why the frick am I in classes that no one has? Chemistry 3rd period? I'm seriously like the only person who has it 3rd. Everyone else is either 6th period or 4th. Really pissing me off. But whatever, I'm just going to see who's all in my classes when school starts.

I don't think I'm at all prepared for this school year. I'm only taking one AP class, and that's literature. I feel as though I should be taking APUSH, but I think it's too late. Going to UW would be easy enough, I think, that I wouldn't have to take APUSH, but Andrew thinks otherwise. He's .. what's the frickin word... I can't think right now. PARANOID that's it. Yeah. I guess I'm just like the chill whatever sort of guy, but really I'm freaking out cause I haven't started reading my AP Lit books yet, which I will start very soon.. I'm about to have a reading fest all night someday soon.

How's life? People answer this question without thinking. They say, "It's good, how's yours?" And I'm thinking, "shut up, you liar". Cause whose life is good these days? If your life seemed good then why would I have asked? Unless I don't know you, then yeah. I think if someone read this, they would be thinking, WTF IS JASON TALKING ABOUT. But really I don't know. Life is.. difficult.
There are just many things wrong, and only little things going right. But it's those little things that make you just want to keep going. And other stuffs like that. Like, homecoming. Seriously, HC is like 3 months away, but we're already all talking about it. It seems to me like everyone's getting dates already, so why don't I too? But really, I don't know who to take. We'll just see when the time comes. Money also seems to be a small issue. It seems like we can never get enough of it. I really think that I spend too much on food, which is true. I need to start spending money wisely. 

Because this is my first post, I want it to be long and nice. Today, I woke up and didn't have any food, so I went out to McDonalds and ate a Big Mac. Why the frick is a Big Mac Medium meal 8 dollars? I mean seriously. I remember when it was 2 for $3.00. That was fricking nice. But yeah after I ate I went over to a friends house to bus to Brian's house in Lynwood. I was sweating like crazy, and my shirt was sticking onto my shirt the whole half-hour-or -so bus ride. Then we got lost, and ended up going further than where we were supposed to be. So we just got picked up and got to Brian's house. We watched I love you man, and it was one of the most awkwardest movies I've ever seen.
The main character was seriously making me frustrated because he was such a frickin noob at making guy friends. I mean what the heck. Just watch it and you'll see. But it was funny, and I ended up liking it. A part of the movie that I especially liked was the part where the main guy was like, "I'll try" and Sydney said to get the word "try" out of his vocabulary and just do it. That was nice. Sydney's the guy from Forgetting Sarah Marshall, and I frickin loved that movie haha. That was my first haha, haha. Nice. If you're still reading this, then that's tight.
After we watched the movie, we ate some ice cream and talked about language and food, and other weird stuff like that. It was an interesting talk.
When I got home, I didn't do much besides talk to people online. I talked and talked and now I'm starting this blog.
This blog is called "Thinking Out Loud", which is pretty much what I'm doing. Just typing whatever comes to mind TETRIS.
You know what's stupid? I think I play so much tetris that I see myself playing tetris in my head whenever I close my eyes. Like, it got to a point where I couldn't pray, because I was playing tetris, IN MY HEAD. LIKE WHAT THE FRICK? So yeah, I need to take a break. The only person ahead of me on tetris is Jaymo, which I will definitely beat later on.

WHAT I'M EXCITED FOR IS THE TALENT SHOW. So David and I have been discussing the talent show, which we will be doing together. It's going to be a dance performance, including about 2 more dancers, so 4 total. It's about to be sick, and I'm excited for it.

That's pretty much all that's on my mind. Besides this girl. Haha yeah. So I'm gonna plug in my ethernet cable to start the internet up again. I unplugged it because whenever it's plugged in, it makes the modem blink green. The modem's in my parents room, and apparently the blinking light is so annoying that my mom can't sleep and so she said she was gonna shut up the internet. So if this gets posted the next morning, then darn. I'ma try right now. Peaaaace.